Saturday, 20 November 2010

I've Never Done This Before... Can You Tell?

I guess i decided to set this up because i've had a lot on my mind recently but no way of letting it out. Sometimes i feel like screaming theres that much in my head! Also, today i'm in a reflective mood so maybe this wont last or maybe i'll loose interest? Who knows?! I change from day to day.
I like this though because i dont feel obligated to write something, like i do with a diary and the longest i ever kept that up was a year! And seeing as i spend much of my time on my laptop, i may as well use it creatively. Facebook is getting a little boring i must admit.
I'm enjoying a day off today. 6:00 am starts & 11:00 pm (plus if i have coursework in for the next day but thats my own stupid fault) finishes, for 5 days a week exhaust me (i know i dont have that much to complain about as a lot of people have it a lot worse), so i love the weekends even if i get nothing done and sleep in til 10:00.
I feel like i should say some more about who i am, but on the scale of things, i'm not that important. Thats what i told my parents a while back: "On a global scale, I'm not important in this life". Which i believe to be totally true and i still stand by it despite what other people may say. Maybe one day i will be, i know i'd like to be someone other people are inspired by.
Personnally, i'm inspired by a lot of people. For example, my best friend Dannii. Shes someone i look up to and aspire to be like because shes everything i'm not. But at least we balance each other out well :) Theres also the singers, musicians and actors who have worked 24/7 and never given up... They are increadable people, hopefully if i keep working hard, i'll get somewhere in this life.
But anyway, i'm getting a little bit carried away. I guess what i'm saying is this is going to take a little of getting used to but please bear with me...

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