I used to be really well organised but ever since starting college, i've developed an 'I dont really care' attitude "/ I have no idea where it's come from but there you go. I think it gets on some peoples nerves because they say that i'm in a world of my own. I really try hard to keep up a happy front with them but a lot of the time i fail... Either that or they see past it :-S Lol, i'm just typing whatever comes into my head now! I'll probably read it back in a minute and see that it doesnt make any sense what so ever!
I tidied my room last night,,, It felt really good to get rid of all the loose bits of paper, empty 7up bottles and sweet wrappers that have been littering the floor. My dad helped me put some christmas lights up aswell. They look awesome :-) I'm very reluctant to take them down at the end of the season!
You would not believe how much coursework i've got to do over the holidays! I cant even start to understand teachers thinking behind giving us so much to do... Do they actually think we're going to get anything done?! Again, this stems back to my strange new way of thinking. I just cant get my head down and start anything... I used to be really good at meeting deadlines and gettting homework done but now i leave it til the night before and work til 3:00 am just to get it done. So as you can imagine, the grades arent the best and it just leaves me feeling grouchy!
You see, i'm a perfectionist... I always have been and always will be. I hate handing in work thats not good or not being able to play something on my violin first time round. It frustrates me to the point of screaming. I cant help it, its just something i have a real hang up about!
Went to London last week with the college to see Billy Elliot and Birdsong. Omigod. Two of the most amazing shows i've ever seen in my life! Billy Elliot had me and my friends in tears at one point. This one song was just so moving and beautiful that we just welled up! I then came home and learnt to sing the song :-) hehe. Birdsong was brilliant as well, i'd recommend it to anyone! Although, it wasnt very family orientated ;-) Plus it had Ben Barnes in it (the guy who plays Prince Caspian in Narnia) <3 Which was an added bonus. We also got free time to go round London by ourselves which is something i've never done before because i've always been with my family. But i loved the freedom! In fact, i just loved the whole experiance :-P
I also made some brilliant friends that made my time what it was :-) <3
Dah, there is so many things i want to say but i dont know if here is the time or place. So i'm gunna go and try and get something done now... I say try ;-)
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