Everyday Teenage Worries So Dont Expect Anything Else :P

So i havent posted for a while... I went through a bit of a rough patch and didnt really feel like talking about it! But things are looking up and i feel so much happier in some ways. And i said when i started this blog that i probably wouldnt keep it up :P

I'm gunna list out the bad things first and get them out the way. Basically, my parents are arguing a lot at the moment. Which makes them both moody and my mom gets upset a lot. My dad hardly ever sits with us in the evenings anymore or he's on his laptop. I dont know whether its just a stage they're going through or if i'm to blame. Cos i wind them up a lot. I know i do. In fact, sometimes i do it on purpose. I dont tell them anything about my day when they ask because i dont really want them to know whats going on in my life.

Which leads me to my next point. I got a U in my first exam at college "/ I havent told my parents because they would flip... But instead applied for a resit and payed for it without them knowing. I felt like a complete failure. But i knew that the exam went really badly so i wasnt really that suprised. And a lot of other people i know didnt do so great either.

I'm worried about my other college work as well at the moment. Especially photography. I feel like my photography, compared to others in my class, is absolutely abismal! I've done hardly any work and i dont really have any ideas as to where my project is going. My starting point is HUMAN PRESENCE. If any of you guys have any ideas, they would be most appreciated :) I'm going along the lines of random objects in a feild. Such as an 'Alice In Wonderland' type tea party in the middle of a feild or a pair of headphones hanging off a fence :)
The other subject i'm worried about is Performance Studies because we working on our pantomimes at the moment but my group's is no where near finished!! We're meant to be performing in two weeks and i just dont see that happening. We havent finished blocking it, we dont know our lines, we havent got costumes and we havent tech-ed it. Bad times people. Plus i went to watch the first lot of panto's this week and they were amazing. There is no other way of describing them...

But on the plus side this week is going reliiii well :P It's my 17th birthday on Friday :D My parents said they're going to buy me driving lessons, but i'm going to be terrible at it because i'll be too scared :P I'm going out Saturday for a meal then the Saturday after, i'm having a campout with my friends. Which i cant wait for xD

I think i like this boy in one of my classes as well. I'm careful about who i like these days because i've been disapointed and fallen so many times... I dont want to fall again cos inevitably, it hurts. But i think this lad is right. We just seem to get along so well, have a laugh and have a great time together :) I think my friends are sick of of me going on about him!! So i cant wait to see him everday and my heart does this lil leapy thing when i do :) I sound like a love sick puppy... Puke :P

I'm getting along much better with my friends at the moment. And i've made more :D I had some time off from my best friend and we're now back to normal :) Most of the people coming to the campout are new people i met at college if i'm honest. I think its because they do the same sorts of things as me so i get along much better with them. But hey :)

Well i hope your all ok, and are having a fine ol' time :)



Over n Out ;)