Morning :)
Woaaaah. Its been two months since my last post... Long time no see. Life has been busy, busy, busy with good parts and bad parts but hey! Cant have it always :P
I am now 17 :D Yaaaay!! It does feel good i have to admit. I'm learning to drive and doing ok i guess (although i did scratch my mom's car "/). My dad is taking me out and about at the moment. I am having lessons but i put a stop to them for the moment because of exams and coursework and shit. Once they're out the way in a few weeks, i'm gunna get my theory done then hopefully pass my test ^_^ A couple of my friends have passed which is really spurring me on to get mine done. It must be so good to not have wait for the bus in the rain but just jump in the car and go... *Sigh*
But before i can drive anywhere, i need to get a job to pay for petrol. A job. The vain of my life at the moment. The parents are nagging me to get one because my EMA will be stopping soon. And therefor i will have nooo money. Zero. Zilch. Nada. Fun times ;-) Applying to Co op at the moment though, wish me luck ;-)
The whole family situation is a little better but still kinda strained. It gets me down but i try not to let it show. I dont always achieve this but theres usually other things to take my mind off it :) I seem to be spending more time at home at the moment, which i dont particularly enjoy. When i am home, i'm usually in my room :L Also, i feel so much pressure from them to do well. The thought of failing my exams is all it takes to panic me. I cant afford to fail anything, My little sister is doing really well at the moment, better than i ever did. This is also making me want to do better lol. I may sound shallow but i dont want to be out-shone by her ;-)
Took my first exam today. Performance Studies. I know your going to be sat there thinking what the hell? Why is she worrying about that. But seriously, one of the most stressful written exams i've ever taken in my life. I broke down crying before the exam and probably got on every single person's nerves with my panic. The first part went fairly well but the second question was rediculous. I bullshitted my way through it. Though my practical/coursework grade was ok and i can always retake the exams. One down, four more to go:
- Thursday = General Studies
- Monday = Music
- Tuesday = General Studies
- Monday (After half term) = English Combined
Then back to college to start A2 work before Summer. Can't wait for summer, i need a longggg break :) Sun, beach, parties, driving, photography and music galore ^_^ Yaaaaay.
On the plus side of life... The boy i liked... Well it turned out, that for some crazy, unknown reason, he liked me too :) And asked me out on my birthday :') I love him to bits sooooo... I'm a happy lil bunny :) Hehehe. It sounds cheesy i know... But you know what? I dont care :)
Although, i did ditch my friends for a couple of weeks and had a few problems there because of it. Completely my fault and i accept that. I've made up with everyone and sorted everything out but it knocked me for a while because i realised that i had been a complete bitch, I'm not the sort of person ever to do that either so i kind of shocked myself. Due to me having beautiful and amazing friends, they all forgave me :)
There is other things i could say about my life right now... But i'm bloody wrecked. Soooo i'm gunna catch some z's... I hope y'all okay and everything is hunky-dory :D Read, follow, comment. <3
No comments:
Post a Comment