I'll Stop The Whole World From Turning Into A Monster...

Had a weird day. Didn't go to bed til 3:00am due to having an argument with someone over msn. What started out with an innocent question on my part but it escalated to a full blown row. It ended up with him signing off and me not being able to sleep. I feel really bad because he's a really good friend and I hate arguing at the best of times. I get that he's worried about me but I'm perfectly capable of looking after myself. I know he'll probably read this, so I'm so sorry, I won't bring it up again.

So after my late night, I slept straight through til 11:30 this morning. I didn't even hear my brother and sister leave for school. Normally they manage to wake me up with their stomping around and dragging bags down the stairs -_- I skipped breakfast because by the time I'd had a shower and woken up a bit, it was lunch time anyway. I couldn't go for my run today though, it was god damn pouring down with rain D: So I did 100 sit ups in my room then went on the wii fit :/ Which was pretty shitty but I realised I can weigh myself on it!! I'm not allowed any scales because of my sister but the wii weighs you so you know how much weight you lose whilst using it. Definitely a high point of the day because now I have a target and can track progress. My current weight is: 53 kilos. Ideally, I'd like to get it to 45 ish. But I need to stop binging. That's my biggest problem at the moment. 

He's cute :')

Went to the last Stage 2 til after the summer now :'( I'll miss my friends more than the actual classes, I have to admit ;) But hey. We did singing today because we're doing a big show in January. Hopefully my class will be getting the lead roles because we're now seniors :D I can't wait! We have to prepare an audition song over the summer which is cool :) I'm already having to look at ones for my repitoire piece for A2 Performance Studies so it'll be pretty easy. I sound so bloody arrogant and up myself... I promise I'm not. I just like singing :)

Simon Woods as Mr Bingley

Watched 'Pride and Prejudice' today :') Such a good film. It was the 2005 version with Keira Knightley. But the point is: Mr Darcy Vs Mr Bingley ;-) I can't decide! Hehehe. I wish I'd lived in those times though. It would have been great! The balls/dances they went to were so grand and the dresses they wore!! I mean, 

I dislike dresses immensely. 

I own two dresses... One is my prom dress from last year and the other one I never wear. In fact, the last time I wore it was for a costume for pantomime ;) That's how much I like the dress. It does make me look skinnier though!

Matthew Macfadyen as Mr Darcy

But back to the point of their dresses, they all looked so pretty!! I love the character of Lizzie in Pride and Prejudice. I can kind of relate to her! Another one of my favourite books is 'Emma' by Jane Austen. Its much the same as 'Pride and Prejudice' to be honest.

Anyway, seeing as I haven't really done anything else of interest today, I think I'll leave it there for now :) Thanks for reading guys, feel free to comment and follow! Night Xo