The Colours Of These Roads Are Matching The Rainy Sky...

My head is spinning. I'm angry all the time and I don't know why... I'm taking it out on people I love. I can't get my head together for long enough to concentrate on college work... I can't concentrate on anything. The 'rents are arguing all the time. I'm being forced to eat when I'm not hungry. I need to get out this house. The noise makes my head hurt. I want the fresh air and easy going friends. I want my boyfriend to hug me until I fall asleep. I just want relief from all this and to sleep without dreaming. I know what will help but I don't want to go there until it get's really bad. I've gone for so long without needing to. I remember it's been way worse. Hopefully it'll get better over the next couple of days. Hopefully. I hate myself for feeling this way. People have worse problems, mine are insignificant. So I'm sorry for posting this but I need to get it out. And if your still reading, thank you for making it to the end.